The Drawing of the Three

Just got home from work at about 11:15. I started one of my two jobs this morning by getting out of bed at 8. Long. Day. I haven’t seen any of my friends at the moment, and since after the movie last night, I feel like my outlook on life has changed. Lady in the Water may have changed me, and I’m coping with it somehow with this depression. I was depressed for an extended period of time long ago, and I simply avoid that these days with some pro-active action. I haven’t really been depressed in a long long time, and now it seems I’m back. Perhaps it is like the anarchy that follows a revolution in government. Despotism falls to anarchy and from the ash of the reign of chaos emerges something more refined and civilized. That is the only silver lining I can find.

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